I fully accept admin powers, but I don't really care either way.
Kody: You know I would never call you stupid. If I have then I sincerely apologize. You are not stupid in the least and I consider you to be one of the smartest people here. You are so well researched on all of your topics and even though we're the same age I feel like mentally you are so much older than me.
I luv you!
Lily: I never meant to attack you like I did. I do admit I had some problems with some of the things you were doing, and I felt the need to confront it. Also, you may not feel the same way but sometimes I feel like we're growing. . .distant. I rarely see you because we don't speak much at lunch even though we eat together, and you ride the lab bus home early because it saves you an extra thirty minutes. Plus whenever I invite you to do something you're busy. Plus there are those admitted moments where I get jealous because you ALWAYS choose Aki over me. Oh, and there's also those times where you make me feel stupid.
And lastly, Ren: I would like to apologize to you.I know today I went on and on about my insecurities and you grew sick of it. Then when you tried to force-feed me all that good food I was kinda trying to push it away. I wasn't mad at you at all, just afraid that you were angry at me and I was also mad at myself. I know I shouldn't cae what people say, it's just hard to be confident when everyday you're being put down. I will try not to let it bother me anymore. Plus, I was having a bad day today. I love you, and hope you still love me too!
There, I said it. If any of you are mad (which I hope you are not) then that's okay. If you are mad, I don't hate you, but I hope you forgive me eventually. If not, then maybe we just weren't supposed to be friends.
Sad, but still luvs you all,
Aletta
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